hmmm....somehow is in their own nature...boys, will always be boys...(always like a kid)
boys only will think of their own benifits..never will taughts of what other (means their love one). they always think that 'i am the perfect man, be with me and i will take care of you forever' but then the next thing you can see that is their wife that is still cooking to their husband, haha^^ right or not ladys?? hmm, why leh?? is it because when human is in preamature state(eariy state of the earth when 1st human exist), man's the only one that hunt outside for food for their family, while woman can only take care of their children and cook for the family?? hmmm...might be so until man think of themselves so proud because " i have killed a lion!!! i am the strongest!!" strong, doesn't mean anything of will have a good and understanding with the one you love...(having muscle doesn't mean you are smart)
slow down yourselves....see what others wanted, force won't make things change and become better, it might stay at there if you are luckly enough but mostly fail and even lose sight of it. comunication and extra hard of effort to have a much better hapiness and understanding. don't wait until mistake then just to know how to change.
hmmm...i am sharing this because i did it once, chances always apear, is just that we always missed the best oportunity.
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there has been silence in me for a while...i've learn so much lately....been depress for so long yesterday...so down...
i finally realize that hate, anger, jelouse and ENVY, versus two eyes of foever love and hapiness, will only create more sadness in me...haha^^ my mind have been so tired lately..haix...
i've saw thing in my dream that thing will happen, at 1st i taught it was a false. but after that day being a 'light bulp' i realize that that dream is merely a warning from God, that he wanted me to stay away from them for a while..but, i happen in front of my eyes, but my reflex seems so slow and i can't see things cleary. i taught that is how it is that way that they both are..but, after uncovering the truth...it had became a nightmare for me after that day..
i can't stop remembering how they stare at each other that time...just so lovely...
why am i being so stupid that i din't realize it is happening and let myself hurt so much...why??
i've being silence once more.....
calm yourselves duyung...maybe the only way to treat yourselves is to torment yourselves trough phisical damage...is what you do best..then let time heal you...let past be past, we grow from it to for today to have better future....don't let memory haunt u down. be strong duyung!
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