ma chi bai....really hate it when people hide stuff from me....for what lah....is not like i give comment that's gonna change you mind or something?? shit!! just wanna share some information ok....

i just wanna care, not teach...MCB!!!!

mind has finaly calm down a bit with one day not touching FB...maybe now concentrate on another one...but still no responce....or should i say very hard to get responce...but never mind...what done shall be done the rest shall be in God's an fate hand....can't do much on that though...

hais...all i can say is to wish them happy...and shall my mistake been taken away and may not repeat the third time...T-T

been really down for a week...what's not mine have to let go....

kinda tired of those stupid love stuff...

Coming THursday is my another JUdgement day....wish to pass then i will really really fly...wahaha, if not...i wont fly anymore...T-T....

got a feeling gonna watch something happen again...happens from my own hand before time let me to do my stuff....

but i'll help whatever i can do.....it'll be the second time this time if it really happen....

maybe it's my principle...

weird day, but yet blur, been having all those unwanted things happen around me but yet im'm still living with my busy life which is currently having exam on coming next week, 05/06/2010..

i mean seriously, i dunno what to say, but live life happily is now what i'm aiming for. been failed of girls, never mind, being single doesn't seems like a big deal with me, ya ya, i admit i'm one of those who desperate, but hey, at least i'm not so famous enough to do such stupid that showing that i'm one of those desperate for loves groupies right??

man what am i crapping...probably when eyes fling to fast, you will tend to see some stuff that you shouldn't see...it's called body langues. it took you some time to learn this to have eyes that is fast enough to see.... oh...one thing to say, i'm a really really good spy...hehehe

on a dilemma.....currently on final exam state, but yet cannot concentrate....for those who experience work before, during near exam, they will feel like want to go back to work,on vice versa, when your working, you will really feel like going back to study.....

probably recent activity given me a lot of pressure and now facing unsolvable stress...

my minds blank yet can write this blog....

so many stuff wanna say it out but here is not the place...argghhh, wish this could end by just a snap of my finger....

Now it's a great time for me to smile~~smile duyung, smile. let smile be the talking..=]...........

Do you know that anger can cause high ADRENALINE rush, strong enough to tore human apart into pieces by just their bare hand?

hmmmm....ermmm.....erhhh.....finally saw her......the second time....a bit happy actually...XD

Don't know why just ain't feel right today, not motivated to do a single thing. so damn lazy, maybe too stress? well, not really so.

really don't want to say it out, but can't hold myself, i still can't believe i would fall for you although we only meet each other just for a day. what am i thinking. am i really that desperate or vulnerable? MAN!!

i don't really think that now is the time do had this kind of stuff running through my mind, and don't really like it anyway, cause it already cause me a phobia.

i may look tough, but i'm really afraid.

Life have to move on...people does forgot some people. you can;t always make a stand sometimes.

there's no such big reason that you are or should be a special person...you are to somebodies, but may not be to the other.

have been laying my heart down now try to keep things cool...

but for God sake that i'm still not lonely, because He is still with me.

Distance, can be calculated. but can the distance related to relationship be calculate?

sometimes it's such an abstract to imagine.

?? weird leh....wish for able to see her everyday...some how wish coming true woh...hmmmmmm.....maybe just coincidence.....haha but it's a good one...lalalala

some how feeling happy these two days....maybe that happen when you got the chance to meet with the one that you interest..

anyway, life keep on going no matter what happen, it won't stop spinning for a certain human.

it's kinda normal life now i'm having, can dance is my favorite pass time, although i sometime exert it with my bad feeling, but when with friend, it become different..

hmm....i got a feeling, let's put it like this, when roller coaster bring you to the top of the trail, it need to come down. just like what i'm facing, having so much fun and able to forgot those sad thing, it'll start to get harsh on the coming days.

not that i'm being negative, but it's karma...or what ever is that....

anyway, hope i'll keep up my life....struggle for improvement.

U know that you shouldn't catch it, but you did. You know that you should let go of it, but you didn't. Why you must keep yourself bleeding?

How can one judge someone else, when you know that you're the same?

Even i have dark secrets, secrets i rather forget.

When i couldn't see the future, and i was afraid. when the future was clear, and it hurt to see. i'd just close my eyes, and lose myself in happier days

LIKE DANCING!!! WOOHOOO!!! it make me forgot about you and everything else when i'm enjoying myself....hehehe...too bad until i forgot my assigment...opps

pandora's box was opened and darkness was release, but there was hope, that bind inside the box which also set free to all mankind......but where's mine?

o shit lo....today got blood donation, but i got high blood pressure...ameh....last time still can donate, but now cannot....hais.....148/80.....high man

damn ah, shit ah!!!!! SO damn no Fuck His head!!! ARGH!!!! God damn it. For once in my life this is so fucking disgrace...shit!! bullshiT! blow your shit of to your head with tomorrow stuff!! ARGH!!!!

she's very lucky...does she know that? my fate is once against being twisted...how come when people fall in love could really do something serious for them? i really don't understand how to say no... what should i do? only the One can help....

maybe i owe you before life, now i'm returning the favor...and some how it'll end soon...

Sadness also part of happiness...don't you think so..i'll give you the best blessing......

wah, cry till i shake just now....omg so many people come to me, but SONG AH!!!

emm....better you go away.....i really don't like it is like that...cause i can't stop myself thinking of you......but seeing you go away i become upset .. so hopeless( again)

It's a story of a hedgehog.....and it's getting more and more nearer....

roller coaster style of emotion change because of my stupidity....it's always have to be "Ouroboros"

wOke up in a day which after truth was discover. Thinking of as usually would past my mind after a good night sleep. but only know that...i crafted you in my head..

not a good thing to start a day.

battle over what you want

is it ok to battle over something that you really desire for, or just giving up and walk away.

i'm tired, really tired because i am wounded after all those things that had happen. i don't want to start all over again, that's why i linger so much just to obtain the thing that i desire with.

i really wish i could challenge that guy and win that battle, but wave over wave keep on pouring as i fight over it, i thought that maybe i can utilize time to win again this battle, but i went exhausted in first hand.

but, on a second situation, that item choses it's owner, everyone is fight over it, some injured, some gave up. but as i see that thing eventually had yet set it's target to another owner, and this time is a good one.

why do i need to make a comparison between that a knight and a paladin(me). who is better??

there is so many things to come and time is almost up for the first round. when will this end, or will it out on an end. so many monster outside, so many warrior come to challenge for the prize. im the one with the opposite eye.

im really tired. investigating sucks, but i'm really good with analyzing things. truth always makes me falls. please end this. I WANT THE PRIZE!