Don't know why just ain't feel right today, not motivated to do a single thing. so damn lazy, maybe too stress? well, not really so.

really don't want to say it out, but can't hold myself, i still can't believe i would fall for you although we only meet each other just for a day. what am i thinking. am i really that desperate or vulnerable? MAN!!

i don't really think that now is the time do had this kind of stuff running through my mind, and don't really like it anyway, cause it already cause me a phobia.

i may look tough, but i'm really afraid.