battle over what you want

is it ok to battle over something that you really desire for, or just giving up and walk away.

i'm tired, really tired because i am wounded after all those things that had happen. i don't want to start all over again, that's why i linger so much just to obtain the thing that i desire with.

i really wish i could challenge that guy and win that battle, but wave over wave keep on pouring as i fight over it, i thought that maybe i can utilize time to win again this battle, but i went exhausted in first hand.

but, on a second situation, that item choses it's owner, everyone is fight over it, some injured, some gave up. but as i see that thing eventually had yet set it's target to another owner, and this time is a good one.

why do i need to make a comparison between that a knight and a paladin(me). who is better??

there is so many things to come and time is almost up for the first round. when will this end, or will it out on an end. so many monster outside, so many warrior come to challenge for the prize. im the one with the opposite eye.

im really tired. investigating sucks, but i'm really good with analyzing things. truth always makes me falls. please end this. I WANT THE PRIZE!