Friday, June 4, 2010


Don't know why just ain't feel right today, not motivated to do a single thing. so damn lazy, maybe too stress? well, not really so.

really don't want to say it out, but can't hold myself, i still can't believe i would fall for you although we only meet each other just for a day. what am i thinking. am i really that desperate or vulnerable? MAN!!

i don't really think that now is the time do had this kind of stuff running through my mind, and don't really like it anyway, cause it already cause me a phobia.

i may look tough, but i'm really afraid.

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Life have to move on...people does forgot some people. you can;t always make a stand sometimes.

there's no such big reason that you are or should be a special person...you are to somebodies, but may not be to the other.

have been laying my heart down now try to keep things cool...

but for God sake that i'm still not lonely, because He is still with me.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010


Distance, can be calculated. but can the distance related to relationship be calculate?

sometimes it's such an abstract to imagine.


Wednesday, May 5, 2010


?? weird leh....wish for able to see her everyday...some how wish coming true woh...hmmmmmm.....maybe just coincidence.....haha but it's a good one...lalalala

Sunday, April 25, 2010


some how feeling happy these two days....maybe that happen when you got the chance to meet with the one that you interest..
anyway, life keep on going no matter what happen, it won't stop spinning for a certain human.
it's kinda normal life now i'm having, can dance is my favorite pass time, although i sometime exert it with my bad feeling, but when with friend, it become different..

hmm....i got a feeling, let's put it like this, when roller coaster bring you to the top of the trail, it need to come down. just like what i'm facing, having so much fun and able to forgot those sad thing, it'll start to get harsh on the coming days.

not that i'm being negative, but it's karma...or what ever is that....

anyway, hope i'll keep up my life....struggle for improvement.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010


U know that you shouldn't catch it, but you did. You know that you should let go of it, but you didn't. Why you must keep yourself bleeding?

How can one judge someone else, when you know that you're the same?
Even i have dark secrets, secrets i rather forget.