hais....

am i desperate?? ya so....hais...dunno wat to rite..so damn fuck up...angry not because of others but myself, not because angry myself because angry of y im so confuse and blind sometime...

damn!!!!!!!!!! arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! help me kill my feeling, any potion that can take these feeling away, make it gone........i'm so suffer, do anyone understand.

am i that bad, always being rejected, well doesn't really matter to me, but can __ at least be a friend, why it is just so damn. i just want some conversation, please ok...

so damn hate being ignore...


then fine..i'll work myself out, get myself even stronger!! not to be seen a useless guy, dunno anything, being said childish. i'll prove it to the world!!


so what, said im a worst person ever that trying to prove himself to the world that he is a great person, such a freak, i don't mind!! but do u(anyone) know who i am?? no!! THEN SHUT UP!!!!!!!!

can i do it this time??

huuh...is a frustation to think of it everyday...so what of like someone.....maybe being friends is the best solution....

i have somehow don't have that confident to say it out loud anymore...'i like you'.....
is really confussing that should i even try to have a move...is pain?? no, anger?? no...then?? i really don't know...

should i say it??? still having doubts