hmm...work!

huh...seems like i also got some misunderstanding, sorry.....

anyway...that's not what i wanna talk today, what do talk love if you don't have money, as u can't even take care of yourselves, have to use parents money to treat your girlfriend boyfriend, why don't u just give them to your parent to raise them??? is the same thing..right? so, if you really wanna have a bf/gf, work and start saving money by using your effort!! GO WORK!!

hmmm...sound sarcastic...but is the truth, instead of using ur own money.

hmmm...i'm praying...can't say what...but...hope everyone else is good in every expect. (she will be find soon)

you never know if you dn ask...miseunderstand can only be solve by comunication...don't judge people before u get to know them..even if you know them, they might had change before u had notice again...so, comunicate more......cause every human change because of someone...and live for someone...if not...it'll be over....LIVE FOR SOMEONE, DON'T DIE RECKLESSLY!!!!

hmm..love's??

lets see now...i'm worrying a friend right now...haha^^ haixT_T...hope she's will be ok and not to over doing it again..pray she will be okay...and will let me know..

hmmm...i'm learning what is love...haha, love is what...for me, two kinds...but i'm talking about the love that create between a coulple today...not family and friends kind of love...
love...can be so blind, can be so cruel, can be so suffer, can be so romanctic...love doesn't have secret between their lovers but only constant sharing between each other, just to create much more understanding on what each others need, doesn't act selfish just to protect someone her/his feeling and hide it from each others, and sharing is to do between them, to help solve the problem, doesn't appear to be together because of pitying, but somehow is on heart just to hug each other to bring more corage to slove that problem, doesn't happen because of sex and beauty of the person cause one will lose it all when they age, but is to execpting what happen on the past, present and future..

hmmm, seems a lot horh, but there is still more i think..i still have to learn...that all i understand what love is...but for me...it still isn't enough...haha^^

huh...somehow..i don't have motivation on doing my stuff nw..being a workaholis, for what, to forgot? to earn money? to earn knowledge? hmmmm...blank...i really don't know...somehow i can see my life, doing something for something, but just don't know what is that....

din't sleep well ady for a week more...hmm lost count...hmmmm...somehow maybe is thinking of her...haix...headache....

go ahead and laugh...haha^^

hmmm...haha...i really sound disgusting eh...haha, din really thought that i would write such gross word that day...haha..eui...

haha, mind about lah...i'm fine of being laugh anyway....check my status before i got a chance to become a clown..weee~~~~ can bring people to the croud..haha^^ my specialty...
is not that easy to be a clown oso d leh....have to tahan yourselves on excepting the fact that your gonna be doing stupid act and people laugh at your foolishness..haha^^ but it seems fine with me..haha^^
hmm...think is i wrote that feeling down...as to make u guys feel disgusting for a while lah...haha^^ i really don't mind..wee~~

huh...well practicly i have girlfriend before...but it doesn't seems realy to me....wanna know the reason, wakaka...im not gonna write here...find me at my msn lah (jasonthien654@hotmail.com)

laugh is good for health!!

hmmm...somehow i'm getting back to my old me!

haiya....faint....so much thing to do in this world..yet so little time...love is important..but somehow i'm changing my direction...to admit i am really desperate in girlfriend...but somehow thinking back...is not really that kinda important to me for now...is time for me do things double!!!
helping out my dad at his workshop! can't realy do anything to help coz i know nothing much on fixing car...but at least i can spend much time with him...wee~~i love my dad..on the other hand, i'm training my body fittness to the top form!! oyea...nothing better than a good old sweat and to release yourselves trough it...hmmm..but somehow always been misunderstood that when i am training, i feel like punching people...hey...no lah....i am like that...just saving energy mah...less talk doesn't mean i am very angry and need to release myself...just feel tired after training also, need time to calm myself...haha^^v

anyway...i seems to inherited some of my father acts, without conincedencely...haha, friendly, sporting, workaholic, and flirty...muahaha, i din really know it until recently work with my dad...wee~~~he just so funny adn cute...realy love my dad...buahaha^^

hmmm...talking about workaholic...why some people choose to be like that...can't they stop?? won't they even't stop for a while? they work so hard for what?? here's some of the reason that i figure it out...
1) for their family, cause need to support them on studying and daily expences...
2) getting rid of others non important feelings such as hate, love, unsettled feelings( u know what
i meant)

parents work so hard just to gain some money, to raise their child well enough, giving them a good education which they don't have the chance before, until they don't have enough time to eat well..but some became workaholic just to forgot something which they don't like to remember. old memories, hatred to another cause they want to forgive them or just think as never happen before, stupid memories that will only cause nightmare all the time..frustation which just had been scold by their upper level....or just to release some steam without disturbing the others feeling..
i can't really say that will be agree by others cause is only my feeling on becoming a workaholic, and seing things through my fathers eyes...any coment can write to me...

time has come for me to change..

such honour of knowing a good fren...she teach me ..what i've done wrong, she have found what she want to..and i am not the right one...i once tought that i can bring her happiness...i'm wrong..i'm just a kid...i've make thing more rush, and give her to much pressure...
if i was only mature enough..non of this will happen...we might be still friend...i was wondeing how foolish that moment..wish i could get back trough time to change the fact...

sorry ma, pa...i was being to selfish of myself...din think of u guys..i only think of why u gave me so much curfew but the only friend that i got nw is ronald and eri, we only go to play ball and go "yamcha'...why u guys gave me limited time of streamyx to online while i only check for information and chat with friend..not that i wanna go to porn site?? (doesn't realy interest and need it anyway)...but somehow...i figure something out...we just done have that kind of effort to support us...i'm sorry dad u have to work so hard and im still that rebellion..i'm realy sorry...

guys...i mean ronald and eri, seems like i'm grounding myself..haha^^ weird to say like this like i'm nt gonna see u guys for a long time..i'm going to help my father to work at his workshop..yes is to earn some money for my own from my dad....but at least i wanna feel it again how is my dad sweat so much...i like going out with u guys...but i don't have money anymore...seems like i realy can't join u guys for a while now....everyday gonna work...

dad i'm coming...just wait until i get that license, i can finnaly have my own money from my hard work...and finaly i will bring ma, pa u guys to go holiday before u guys retire..money is the only way now to solve our problem now...

finaly i wanna thx her for hitting me so much..thank you...arigato