secret...

where every secret lies, there's where the utmost truth is. human lies, but why? not bad lies, beautiful lies..but why, to get satisfaction of a moment, or just protect from what it will be going on next.

i lie....l lie about you. i lie and hide my feeling. might so that i can't bared the pain now that i'm having, to know that the fact that i already ended before i had my chance to begin. heart is torn, but hope is not gone, i can't read the future or predict what will happen next up, but i will wait and guard by your side without you noticing.

it is kinda sad to hear about the news, but i'm glad that you are now very happy.

wonder why she always went missing...hmmm.....is a bit lifeless in kuching an..huuh...now i ko whow it's feel like life without a car...is seriously damn sucks like hell!!! seeing all those chicks that we want been driven away by those guys with cars..hesh...damn it...especially foreigners!!! ppffffhhhhh get your own girl...don't grab our chinese girls away......there's not enough already man...hais....who to blame....don't know..hahaha, who ask me to be born in a moderate family.....no money buy or rent a car....(no offence k)

need to work man....to lifeless already....to sucks, but if i work, means that i will give up everything, u get what i mean?, mean no chicks to hang out, no night life, seldom entertainment, less communication with friends use to hang out with....argh....which to chose....especially when i work, i don't even have the chance to find her....aiyo........give a billion dollar!!!!!!!! everything will be perfect.....

erh...headache......my eyes is spinning...