Is it just that hard to forgive someone, 'to forgot, must be forgive, and to forgive, must be forgot' these verse here ain't so hard to understand right? why should we crumble ourselves with those hatred and always have an eye of do not want to see that person appear in front of me. Won't it be Tiring?? I've been both side, by now, this is how i felt.
The one that hate, it feels like every time that person appear on my screen or meet him/er always just want to ignore that person a lot, just hate him/er, want close him/er screen while him/er appear on my screen, even tough i am not busy at all but i just set my status to busy, just to avoid him, those hatred that store inside me, always want to explode and tell him/er to stop finding me for a while and him/eris very annoying. him/er is not even have anything to relate to me, i want some silence and him/er just appear on my hand phone again, asking me what are you doing. is just so annoying don't you know that??!! I don't want you to call me!! i don't like to sms me...what happen if i said that to him/er??
This is one that wanted to be forgiven, it feels really really sad if him/er is not to reply my message, where it is, MSN, FB, EMAIL, just what ever way that I'm trying to reach you. Everyday thinking of how to redeem myself, what had i done wrong, is very sad, going to emo every single day trying to figure what exactly and happen. should i ask what happen, but after asking, should i be forgive, or another friendship will just end like that. is just only trying to be as friend as we use to talk a lot and gossiping around what ever those topic that is related or not.
Wont it be lovely to see each other and say hi again like usual and seeing each other face with a great smile hanging on their mouth. One is very upset, and another is very angry. why don't just end it and be friends again together? If one had done something wrong that pis you off and make you very angry, should be that person be given a second chance to rise, if that person only done that mistake the first time over you??
Is really frustrated to be think about actually, is the second time that i had not be given a second chance to be friend with some friends..a person that you had know for sometimes, is not called an acquaintance, is called FRIEND.
From a stranger to friend is a good thing, but from a friend to a stranger, is really bad. What I'm trying to said that, those demand on second chance, they really really really need it most, or else they will have those negative feelings within them for a long period of time. It is true. Tell them that they are forgiven is not enough if you still keep on ignoring until that person realize what him/er had done wrong to you. While you( those who bares hate to those people you don't like anymore) will just end up forgot them, abandon them, don't call them, and finally, doesn't even know who is this person is. And having happy life without giving a notice who is that person..
Ever time i prayed hard, just to get back to where it was suppose to be. But still getting that ignorance. Is easy to see, is not my fault, I've done what i should that you ask me to i believe. should you do your part? You say you are not ignoring me, but ask yourselves from deep down, yes you still i believe...is very obvious. I don't really care much now, I'm living my life very happy without thinking you anymore. in fact, I'm starting to pity you what would had happen if things like that happen to you, in the way that had happen between with us. Try switching our place...hope you'll know what it's feel like..God by your side Amen.
