....dunno how to start...wanna use broken english 2day....
weird day, hearing that she need help on some adobe program, try so hard to find the program for her, din't sleep for that nite just to search that program, after that we meet on morning, outside sitting on the bench, haha:), sh elook so messy, wonder why she so rush, can see baby powder on her neck and some mooncake pieces on side of her lips...she so cute and funny, anyway, i have her laptop, help her install the photoshop...lol, then oni i know that she do have that program...but the problem is the key get expired...well, luckily eonugh i found the crack for her, just copy and paste...then is done, i dn really need to spend the whole day to without sleeping, just to help her download the whole adobe photoshop and illustrator...why i being so stupid and listen careful enough...or is that she din stated good enough?? better just put the blame on me...
well, at least now she can have her assigment done without buying the original cd which will cost around rm160 above, or maybe(not sure bout the price)...will she remember who help her??
hmmm, not sure.....memories will fade.
malaysia independence day is today(31 august), after that my fren b'day, which is the next day,(1 september), i 4got her b'day....omg how cruel am i...i promise i wont 4got her b'day anymore, hahaha. we chat along celebrating her b'day, although is only trough MSN, but at least we have a fun day talking about our feeling to each other....weird....i ply a lot of jokes even when i dn have mood...what's make me moody??? erh, how should i out it...for now, having a relationship or could say having a gf..is only a sad thing for me to think of it, been rejected so many time, only making me more and more losing my confident on chasing a gurl...lost all those heart, beside, i always happens to be making her angry or some, im not sure is it the way that she tok is like that, or just that she hate me or really think that im annoying...
well, wat so, even if so to be like that, can't u jz treat me as u treat other of your fren here, do u really that hate me...so many question....so many why..
jz wish to become much and much closer to u...but, my feelings tell me that i should give up on chasing u..the other way round that keep on teeling me not to give up is my Ego...what should i do?? so confuse.....
i dn like to change too many target, when i spot one, i'll keep on tracking it till it dissapear....i remember last time when i was young, thr this gurl i like, belive it or not, i like her for two whole years, without telling her, after she'd gone(stop studying) then i aimed for other target...same as to my exes..is either one of us dissapear, then my heart will let go.....huuh...wat the hell...
tired and confuse....sad and dissapoint...cry with a smile....heart broke, still act strong....huuh....maybe that's what the main key of being me, duyung!
damn...think too much.....sleep will heal me, and the sun will energies me..
HAPPY B'DAY SUXIN, MUAKS, BFF
