this lyrics is meaning ful to me

良药苦口
richie ren

或许你没说或许你没说
可是我感觉到你的不同
在你的眼神那一股闪烁
代表你已做了选择
其实你没说 你可以远走
感情事谁都不能去强求
咖啡也淡了 还可以加浓
你走了却不会回头

我告诉自己别难过 我告诉自己别冲动
男子汉大丈夫 这一点点挫折
再苦再疼也要能忍受
我告诉自己要看破 我告诉自己要挣脱
握紧的双手 慢慢地放松
声线被你装进了喉咙 良药苦口

你要的自由 我学着尊重
面色和脸色 统统带走
心事不能 请续杯酒
发的誓言会过期的

我告诉自己别难过 我告诉自己别冲动
男子汉大丈夫 这一点点挫折
再苦再疼也要能忍受
我告诉自己要看破 我告诉自己要挣脱
握紧的双手 慢慢地放松
声线被你装进了喉咙

亲爱的 别告诉我
他究竟对你有多么温柔 亲爱的
你别怪我 只要你懂 我真的很快乐
我告诉自己要看破 我告诉自己要挣脱
男子汉大丈夫 这一点点挫折
再苦再疼也要能忍受

我告诉自己要看破 我告诉自己要挣脱
握紧的双手 慢慢地放松
声线被你装进了喉咙 良药苦口
声线被你装进了喉咙 是良药苦口

why..

what is this feeling...angry?? unsatisfied?? shock?? sadness?? but why this happen...is it really happening?? or am i being sensitive...that is true and i hope is not...hope it end..never mind is good or bad...i won't be here anymore soon anyway...

think it as I'm running away..but is for everyone good...
is useless to repeat the same thing or words while no one understand their efforts..
then fine and let me be the one that run away..cause i can't take it anymore..

since when?? forgot...how many years?? lost count..i never see it as a big fact, and let it flow and i flow by it to..i let it become part of me...I'm not saying I've been drag by it...cause it didn't..or just i chose to be with it because of time...

huh...so stress...so frustrate and sad...is it wrong or illegal that a man or should say male, cry?? huh..i am weeping when writing this..