hmm..love's??

lets see now...i'm worrying a friend right now...haha^^ haixT_T...hope she's will be ok and not to over doing it again..pray she will be okay...and will let me know..

hmmm...i'm learning what is love...haha, love is what...for me, two kinds...but i'm talking about the love that create between a coulple today...not family and friends kind of love...
love...can be so blind, can be so cruel, can be so suffer, can be so romanctic...love doesn't have secret between their lovers but only constant sharing between each other, just to create much more understanding on what each others need, doesn't act selfish just to protect someone her/his feeling and hide it from each others, and sharing is to do between them, to help solve the problem, doesn't appear to be together because of pitying, but somehow is on heart just to hug each other to bring more corage to slove that problem, doesn't happen because of sex and beauty of the person cause one will lose it all when they age, but is to execpting what happen on the past, present and future..

hmmm, seems a lot horh, but there is still more i think..i still have to learn...that all i understand what love is...but for me...it still isn't enough...haha^^

huh...somehow..i don't have motivation on doing my stuff nw..being a workaholis, for what, to forgot? to earn money? to earn knowledge? hmmmm...blank...i really don't know...somehow i can see my life, doing something for something, but just don't know what is that....

din't sleep well ady for a week more...hmm lost count...hmmmm...somehow maybe is thinking of her...haix...headache....