Sunday, June 7, 2009

time has come for me to change..


such honour of knowing a good fren...she teach me ..what i've done wrong, she have found what she want to..and i am not the right one...i once tought that i can bring her happiness...i'm wrong..i'm just a kid...i've make thing more rush, and give her to much pressure...
if i was only mature enough..non of this will happen...we might be still friend...i was wondeing how foolish that moment..wish i could get back trough time to change the fact...

sorry ma, pa...i was being to selfish of myself...din think of u guys..i only think of why u gave me so much curfew but the only friend that i got nw is ronald and eri, we only go to play ball and go "yamcha'...why u guys gave me limited time of streamyx to online while i only check for information and chat with friend..not that i wanna go to porn site?? (doesn't realy interest and need it anyway)...but somehow...i figure something out...we just done have that kind of effort to support us...i'm sorry dad u have to work so hard and im still that rebellion..i'm realy sorry...

guys...i mean ronald and eri, seems like i'm grounding myself..haha^^ weird to say like this like i'm nt gonna see u guys for a long time..i'm going to help my father to work at his workshop..yes is to earn some money for my own from my dad....but at least i wanna feel it again how is my dad sweat so much...i like going out with u guys...but i don't have money anymore...seems like i realy can't join u guys for a while now....everyday gonna work...

dad i'm coming...just wait until i get that license, i can finnaly have my own money from my hard work...and finaly i will bring ma, pa u guys to go holiday before u guys retire..money is the only way now to solve our problem now...

finaly i wanna thx her for hitting me so much..thank you...arigato

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