love is patient, love is kind, love is slowly losing your mind^^
love is easy to get, but trust is hard to gain.
love is not gaining each other, but love is knowing each others well.
love is just so miracle, that every sacrifice can be make without a return.....romantic...haha feel like vomiting^^
to be honest, somehow is like love in first sight with you..haha^^ weird....anyway things happen a lot after that...and now you are with another guy..he's my best friend!! oh my Goodness to hear that how this kind of things happen to me, wow!!! such an experience, hmm, somehow God let me learn a lot of thing after knowing this particular girl...haha so in love in her that, not only she is pretty, but she is like a sparkle for my life, while I'm a coal that will never start my flame on it's own. She change my way of thinking and alter my path of life on how to be a better man, she is just somehow too important to me to loose..well not to take her away from my best friend but not to lose her as in an important person in my life. she had really put a flame in my life...i am so thankfull of knowing her...my life is finally changing!!!! yeehaaaaa!!!!!!!! so happy!!! no more sad and loser duyung!!!!
CAPTAIN DUYUNG IS FINALLY BACK!!!!!!!
is really envy on every time seeing them hugging together, but i had overcome it already!!! woohoo!!! God let me have this kinda taste and feeling to have me learn more, so that i won't repeat it to my friend, cause this feeling is really so damn hurt when it strike. so this won't repeat in my life!!! wakaka^^ if he ever hurt her maybe different things will happen lah, wakaka, can't guaranty..xixi^^
wow...is been so long i didn't listen to music, well not that I'm crazy, but the music that doesn't have lyrics, instrumental music, is called music...haha^^ jazz...my most favorite!! i was so crazy of you, did you know?? haha, a slight of emptiness and spaces in my brain and thoughts, you just show up in my thoughts, but after listening to the favorite music this afternoon, i have a much clearer mind that, i need to be someone's example that i am a burning flame that can keep someone warm!! i am taking paino class!!! for what?? to take jazz into everyone soul and to show everyone that is worth to enjoy life even when you fall!!! is only part of the life, let it be part of your memory and a lesson to you, to improve yourself and show someone that you are proud to fall down!!! because you can't get anything more once you are a winner, is like a seesaw, can you get higher when you are at the top of the seesaw?? seem...no. so my dream, learn too play jazz, open my own bar, have my piano inside, and playing jazz too everyone every night. or even record it my own plays and then bring it home and relax with a glass of wine and sitting beside my house big window on a high rise, starring down to the city, and beside me...which is my most beautiful and important person in my life....my girlfriend/ wife...not that i have it now, wakaka, S.A.S (single, available, and satisfied)
wahaha^^ my life is changing!!! this is the new me!!! im improving myself eveyday chasing my dream always, i've set my goal and target!!! i will get it!! i can see it!! i can feel it!! woooow!!!!!
hmm...am i being too sacarstic???wakaka^^
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